Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Don't know where to start...

Can't say I'm back because I know I said that before... I might be able to post something for now but I know I'll be gone again, busy with stuff, trying to live my life and run away from just dreaming... I've always been a day-dreamer, an insecure loser... They say day-dreaming is okay, writers often do that. But I just realized that I have to cease just dreaming. I have to start living while dreaming. So now I haven't read any book at all. I haven't RP'd in a long time. I have blocked myself from any formof literature or something that can pull me back to my dreamy world... All i wanted was to live life to the fullest while I'm still an innocent 4th year high student.

What I realized was that I only keep coming back to reading and writing... Dreaming... It's one of my guilty pleasures. To fill in the days when I was away without any post, here are some of my funny, unique and happy experiences...

Our last retreat in high school -
List of things that made it oh so unique and memorable:
1) The place was gorgeous! It wasn't like any of the retreat houses I've yet seen. I saw lovely benches, vines all over the place. Everything seemed like in its proper place. Ada and I was a bit crazy over many stuff we saw. We kept saying "Grabe ang ganda! Ang sarap iuwi nito!" Then we realized we kept saying the same thing that we might as well just live there. haha.

2) It was cold in there. I love love cold places even if they make me feel sick, even if it was so cold we had to go to the toilet every after session.

3) The people. My classmates were doing fun stuff I would never forget. All we did during free time was pose for the camera. And on our second day, some of them played moro-moro. One of them even accidentally hit his head on a low ceiling, on a part of it that my teacher called fascia board. Sad, but so memorable. Good thing he wasn't all that scared anymore.

4) Ada and her surprising jokes. It was the night of our first day there that it happened. We weren't feeling like joining the others while some had their own business too. We were sitting on one of those lovely benches. Then after a long chat, she asked if I'd like to join her walk around the place. We decided to go to the entrance where large letters that spelled OASIS was placed. It was near to the parking. The area was so freakin' dark. I halfheartedly kept on walking beside her after seeing how dark it was in the place where we were heading to. Then I suddenly asked her in a weak voice,"Ada, sa'n tayo pupunta?". To my misfortune, her response was "Hindi ako si Ada!". Next thing I remember that happened was that I shrieked and she also shouted, maybe surprised by my reaction. I was so afraid of her I walked huge steps back to where the others were. And when they asked me what happened, all I could say was "Grabe nakakatakot si Ada! Ang puti pa naman nung mukha niya. Tapos ang laki ng mata niya kanina." Well, it is true. Her face was really white and her eyes bulged that very moment. Anyway, that's something I would never forget and pleasingly reminisce when we part ways after graduation.

5) Projects. One of the stuff I brought with me is our class' Integrated Project Documentation. The documents and pictures of our integrated project are supposed to be artistically compiled in an album or a scrapbook. I was a member of the documentation group and we had to finish it. So me and my friends were trying to finish it during free time. To our dismay, when we came back to school, our teacher told us that the deadline was extended. Gah!

6) Many other things. The entirety of our retreat will be a memory that I'd gladly look back to in the future.

Last HighSchool Christmas Party

1) At first it felt boring. The room was hot. I felt tired. But it turned out okay anyway. The gift-giving part was fun. I was so touched by my classmates especially those who took the time to make something personal to give us. Aleka even gave all of us a picture with her with a simple note. These are things I'd really treasure.

2) Swimming! It was my first time to join a class party outside the school. We went to a classmate's resort and had fun fun fun. I played cards with some of my classmates. We swam all afternoon until the sun was out. It was very dark when we washed and dryed ourselves. This experience made me realize how time I could've spent with them but didn't because I was too afraid I couldn't relate to them. Well, even how much we wish we could turn back time, we just couldn't. All I could do is spend what's left of my time with them as happy and jolly I could be. I'll try to stop being kj, okay? haha I wish I could spend more time with my classmates. Three years just isn't enough!

Monday, August 31, 2009

What i've been up to...

What I've been up to? There's not much, really... I have been really busy applying for four universities...(*doesn't feel like naming them*) It just felt so good after all the paperwork was done... My mom was very supportive and we finished it all early that I can consider myself one of the earliest in my school to have processed all the requirements needed for the four schools.

NCAE was finished and didn't even feel like it happened at all... This made me realize and conclude that when you've already taken the UPCAT exam, no other exam could ever make you feel more frustrated... We'll see for the remaining tests...

Another thing that got me busy is.... FACEBOOK!!! Gah! I got hooked! Pet Soc... Restaurant City... Farmville... It's all sooo addicting... Well, I wish I could work on limiting my playing hours... I just wish!

I've also been really museless these past few months... There's nothing creative to say as this blog obviously suggests... I've also been working on fixing my emotions and my life and felt that i should really give more time for living the real life outside my unreal imaginative world of books and blogs... So that's what I've been busy with... Soooo busy that I didn't even manage to make a page saying "In HIATUS"... I wish could've made one though, just to create a formal

To all those who cared to read this... THANKS!!! and I"M BACK! yay! haha

Friday, June 5, 2009

holding on to time...

I only have two days left before my last year in high school starts. No more free time. No more do-whatever-you-like days... No more fun time playing card games (speed, pusoy dos, in-between,etc.) with my cousins. No more bonding days with my family... It will soon be gloomy days at school, jotting down notes about the new set of teachers' rules and regulations etc... Okay... It might not be that bad! Let's think positive!

Let's look at the brighter side! It could be a week of new learning, instead... Plus, I'd be able to meet my friends again... (though i only got few) :p

I still can't help but feel scared that I won't be assigned in the class I used to be in. I even dreamed of seeing the list of the class I used to be in. I tried to find my surname. It was not there! It was heart breaking. T T It would really be sad for me if that happens. But it's really comforting how i get told "i miss you" a lot of times in ym by friends i haven't been seeing or talking to lately. One even told me that if ever we don't get assigned to the same class again, God might have better plans for me. Thanks so much!

If only I have a TimE-TuRner like this... (from

I'm a loyal fan of Harry Potter btw!*grins*

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

completely museless...

It's been too long since I last posted anything at all. The first half of my summer had been really fun! Now that it's just days before school starts back again, my mind feels like shredded into small bits of paper, drowned in water and shaken inside some container. I feel anxious, bored, useless and museless all at the same time.

Today, I decided to finally update my blogger. yay! And, i changed its look too! This would exactly fit my mood now. Changed my music too. I'd really recommend to anyone who'd like to put a playlist into his page.

Being totally anxious and museless, I couldn't post anything more from this uneventful week. Guess that's pretty much it for now! Thanks ^^

Friday, April 17, 2009

Barney says "Share!"

My little cousin used to say, "Sabi ni Barney, share!!!" when he wanted to have something from you. He was and still is a fan of Barney...Cute,isn't it? What's even more funny is when he doesn't want to share with you something he's got. We'll say, " 'Di ba sabi ni Barney share?". Then he would reply, "Sabi ni Barney, hindi lahat sini-share!". All of us would burst into laughter. That was the story behind the title of today's post...XD

Notice that cute award on the right of my blog site? It was Nicole of who shared it to me. Now it's time for me to share it with others too.

First, here are the rules of the AWARD (click to see)
1) The winner can put the logo on his/her awesome blog.

2) Link the person you received your award from.
3) Nominate at least 7 other blogs.
5) Leave a message on the blogs of those you've nominated.

Time to share...
Here are the 7 lucky bloggers...YAY for all of us!!!Woot!

~ Ada/Lara of
~ Steffie of
~ Janine of
~ Jeremae of
~ Jessa of
~ Thel of
~ Yochanna of

There! ♥
Thanks soooo much to Nicole!!!

a warm welcome...

Ada, or Lara, gave me one welcome-back-gift that looks so cute! Oh look it has that cutie chick she used to fancy so much before! haha XD okay, that was random! ;p But hey, thanks! Now I envy your photoshop skills... T T

And to complete my special come-back, my chatmate/sister/online friend/etc. has just made her own blog site! I only suggested creating one to her a few minutes ago then when I came back from dinner, tada! She's got her own blog already! yay! check it out!

There. I'm so happy!

cRazyKaRt cRaze!!!

It was Jessa, one of my fave linkies, who told me about this cool game. She said it was her current addiction. You could view that comment on my c-box by the way. So, i wasn't really that much interested by then. Then my cousins told me that they have accounts in that online game and that it was indeed a cool game. I got curious and decided to check it out and see for myself. After sometime, i got sooo addicted to it that i even got past the current levels of some of my cousins. I'm not really a good player but I came to be familiar with some of the beginner's maps of the game.

To those who are bored and who are hunting for a cool game to pass the time, here's something you would surely love. Crazykart requires dowloading, but i assure you that it's worth the effort and memory of your pc. So, if you already have an account or is planning to create one, add me as a friend. Here's my username: "anajoaquin" and my nickname: "milkyknots". I would gladly race with you!:p

By the way, to anyone who cares, I'm back! I got over the creepy fear...haha...XD I badly missed blogging! woot! I missed ya guys! And Lara, don't forget the gift you promised me!!! <3